Somehow I had grown up to be this strangely two-sided being, where seemingly at the same time I felt love, joy, and gratitude, I was wrestling with feeling unaccomplished, undeserving, and unable to want or ask for more.
Optimism and staying positive are key to an abundant life. A life of joy and abundance will not happen if I focus on negative. If my radar is set up to detect negative that’s all I will detect. I will blindly ignore positive.